A woman hailing from Missouri recently appeared before a congressional committee to share the horrifying details of her experience with a self-managed abortion in a state where most abortions are banned. In June 2022, the U.S. Supreme Court overturned Roe v. Wade, triggering a law in Missouri that implemented one of the strictest abortion bans in the country, allowing abortions only in cases of medical emergencies. This decision also led to a surge in the sale of abortion pills, which are the most common form of abortion in the U.S. Despite being technically legal at the national level, obtaining them is quite challenging.
Rev. Dr. Love Holt spoke before the House Committee on Oversight and Accountability on Monday, recounting the events that led her to be rushed to the emergency room on Jan. 20 due to severe blood loss. She described how she drifted in and out of consciousness in the lobby while blood dripped down her legs. In that moment, she was not just concerned about her survival but also worried about the possibility of facing legal consequences. Although she told herself to inform the staff that she was experiencing a miscarriage, she knew she was actually having an abortion. She was aware that the medication pill needed to be taken orally to appear like a miscarriage in front of the doctors. Holt, who resides in St. Louis and works as a community engagement manager at Abortion Action Missouri, believes she is among the first individuals to testify about their personal experience with a self-managed abortion in front of Congress.
Rep. Cori Bush (D-Mo.), a member of the oversight committee, expressed the need for more stories like Holt’s to be heard in Congress. She emphasized that Holt’s story is not unique but rather represents the struggle faced by many individuals in states where access to abortion care is severely limited.
During her testimony, Holt shared the day she took the medication abortion pill, which she describes as the day she almost died. Although she was approximately 13 weeks and six days pregnant on Jan. 20, guidelines recommend taking the pill before the 13-week mark. However, due to Missouri’s strict abortion laws, Holt had no choice but to pursue a self-managed abortion, even if it meant taking the medication beyond the recommended timeline. Unfortunately, her first order of the pill was stolen, and she didn’t receive the second set of pills until 18 days after ordering them.
Within 45 minutes of taking the pill, Holt experienced heavy bleeding, cramping, and blood clots, which eventually caused her to become lightheaded. Planned Parenthood acknowledges that these symptoms are extremely rare but can be life-threatening in some cases. However, individuals living in states like Missouri with restrictive abortion laws may hesitate to seek immediate medical advice due to fear of legal repercussions or exposure. Holt’s bleeding persisted, so she isolated herself in her car to prevent her children from witnessing it. Later, her children contacted her mother, who found Holt unresponsive in the car, completely covered in blood. Holt was rushed to a nearby Catholic-run hospital, where she underwent a dilatation-and-curettage surgical procedure. She described how the hospital staff held a “funeral service” for the tissue she passed and even provided her with a “death certificate,” an experience that deeply disturbed her.
Holt’s personal experience compelled her to speak before the congressional panel on behalf of countless Missouri residents who lack access to abortions and resort to extreme measures to obtain them. She believes that forcing individuals to carry unwanted pregnancies leads to further poverty and subsequent violence, as people are driven to survival modes that make them unpredictable. Holt expressed her gratitude for the opportunity to address national policymakers and hopes that her story will shed light on the struggles faced by working people due to abortion bans and restrictions.
The recent Dobbs v. Jackson decision, which rolled back Roe v. Wade, has prompted some conservatives to push for a nationwide abortion ban. Holt stressed the devastating consequences such a ban would have, especially for marginalized communities. She emphasized the need to ensure access to safe and medical abortions to prevent unnecessary deaths and suffe. In addition to her testimony, Holt highlighted various organizations that help individuals access abortion care, such as Pills by Post and Plan C.
As an activist fighting for the rights of marginalized communities, Holt believes that lawmakers and influential figures do not truly care about saving the lives of their children or bodies. She believes they perpetuate poverty and inequality, knowing that adversity is necessary to maintain a societal balance between wealth and poverty, good and evil. However, Holt remains determined to share her story and advocate for change until her last breath.
If you or someone you know requires support or information regarding self-managing a miscarriage or abortion, please reach out to the Miscarriage + Abortion Hotline at (833) 246-2632 for confidential medical assistance or the Repro Legal Helpline at (844) 868-2812 for confidential legal advice and information.
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